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Name: kavi
Age: getting wiser every year
Birthday: 3:11
I Like: big butts and i cannot lie
I Don't like big butts.. i was lying
I want to..
Save the world before bedtime
Bungee jump and not in singapore!
Travel newYork Paris thaiLand!
Eat. I love my food, and my cRavings
Start my biz. My place.
So my friends can give birth and donate to me
And mit can adopt from there.
Meet my twin.
Be me. No regrets.
Say
Awesome!
Everything happens for a reason
So?
Biiiitch
Dang! i love [fill in the blanks]
I feel like eating.. [also fill in the blanks]
Smile please
Maybe.. Maybe not.
Seriously i don't know what/where i wanna do/go
Don't bother asking me for directions. I can get lost in my own home.
Bloody hell
Uhh...
Waaaaat
Say waaaaat
Eee No!
Friday, March 28
1:22 PM
The 28th is finally here.. and after much setbacks to the point where it just may not happen, It's finally here. And as of now, the attendance is finalised, the preparations are underway and now all we need is a drama free time. I'll be meeting kavee in approx 3 hours and well, that I honestly feel is the beginning. This morning didn't turn out that well.. but at least I know i'm going to need lotsa practice. And it only affirms much more my career decision... Looking through all them sites, I confirmed another thing, major stress time , ha. I have soo got to unwind , relax and just.. simmer in silence for a while.. But somehow when you ask for it, the opposite quite often happens, which is always the case ha. Over time you learn not to complain so much, and just accept. I swear, acceptance is one of the toughest things to do by far, yet also one of the most gratifying moments. Life's bittersweet. Good thing I love the taste of bitter. And the temptation of trouble.
Wednesday, March 26
10:18 AM
Hey, how am I doing today? Well, apart from a mild confusion which I had just gotten clarified.. I was all set to take the world by it's neck and shake it up a little. But then.. hmmm.. let's just say the lives that intertwine with mine, can all be put together to run a emmy winning mid day soap opera. I'll call it : Days of their lives and my life.. how original right.. well as if it wasn't quite enough that it's all pointing me towards major ' Coffee with Kavi ' moment ( It means I need to destress over some Cappucino/Latte/Mocha Blend/Espresso and some fine conversation ), to add on to it I got recalled. Yea.. the dreaded word.. Sure they say the job's all wham bam excitement and its not some mundane 9 to 5 clockwork whilst staring at peeling wallpaper.. But sometimes you make plans, or many plans, and how easily it comes to naught can be quite unnerving. That just happened last night and so I had a 2 hour grace period.. before 12 hours of singlehood . At the end of the duty, I figured there was really nothing to claim about during all the time spent walking and watching. Except maybe gaining exposure amongst some of the big-Shots. A good name perhaps. And Boooy am I able to stay happy despite it all.. I mean sure, I growl alot but I do it with a smile too .. ( Major Darlie shine moment ).. No? So maybe not all the time, but hey, I'm trying. So, while my eyes are seriously ready for the curtain call, my thoughts wander to coffee or movie or just some quiet time spent home.. Hah .. who am I kidding.. I could never stay put at home so that leaves me with.. when, where.. and of course, with whom?
Monday, March 24
12:19 AM
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Taking the first step in any situation can be quite daunting. seen it. experienced it. felt it. What happens when its the same one. Just with a different beginning? And so, here we go again. I realise I never liked blogging that much. A journal is much more private, just like myself. Sure it brought about more misunderstandings and failed relations but at the end of the day I answer to nobody but myself don't I ? Merely a platform to let the world know just a little bit more.. a little bit. I assure you this beginning will come with an end.. soon enough. I never was one to go with it all the way. I lack commitment. I don't do long term. Change is something I love, and I need. So much more happens in life then I give credit for. So much more happens then I say. That's the way I'll keep it. I was thinking about this today.. Your greatest strength is your biggest weakness. This applies only to those who do know their purpose in life though. I've been asking people, many in fact,what their purpose in life was. And given their fear. You say the exact opposite and quite truely, that is the thing they fear the most. How true this applies across the board I wouldn't know. But it does to my friends, It does to me. So what do You fear the most?